Look inside

 He seems shy, 

again

and many times

and so he still cannot touch me naturally 

it makes me upset

and wondered why things always end up like that

but hell or whatever 

I shouldn't care 

and act normally 

I always prepare for the leaving of someone close in my lìfe

I know no one could stay forever

but this time it seems frustrated since the beginning

If the rela becomes too close and suddenly that person leave

your world is going to break apart

and you have to start to cope with this situation 

It's not like you lost that person

but you have to be alone again

start a life without that person

It's hard, tough, and painful :) 

I guess that why the more we getting closer, the fear we feel it's clear